I would also recommend slowing down to--as one just said--give yourself a fighting chance.
If your situation/condition continues to get in the way you will have to overcome it somehow. Since you cannot eradicate it (my understanding is that is an immutable characteristic) you will have to compensate. A good friend of mine had a substantial case of dyslexia. Through logic tricks, hard work, hard work, and hard work, he was top of his class in my law school. He told me his secret: he had to know the material that much better to compensate.
I can only say that slowing down and mastering your moves would probably put you in position that you would have more gas in your tank than you would ordinarily need. You may have to get to the point where you can work a couple steps ahead of yourself (mentally) and see mistakes or the abrupt stoppage before it even happens.
Whatever you do, do not give up! Just be persistent and do not worry.
Your story is inspiring to me. Keep going.
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