I wish you the best of luck with your quest AX. A lot of what you say sounds familiar. Some days my thoughts transfer to my fingers (or rather, my fingers just seem to find the most pleasing notes
themselves), this is when i get the most satisfaction from playing guitar. Probably more often though, its a struggle to be creative. Not sure why this is, whether certain types of music suit my playing style, the key, my mood or whether i had a good nights sleep
. I am trying to figure it out. Finding a way to achieve this satisfaction (more) consistantly is my goal (for now
).